Showing posts with label sex life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sex life. Show all posts

Monday, September 17, 2007

My Super-Villainess/Bad-Girl Super Hero Fantasy

The submissive states, personalities, and characters I have written about so far have all been non-human fantasies. The mechanical animal kiddie ride is my favorite and most recurring. The wild, or domesticated animal, and object fantasies are some I enjoy a great deal. I thought I might also include a relatively human, submissive character fantasy. The submissive fantasies I have included so far tend to concentrate slightly more on the role I have assumed, am playing, or imagine myself to be. The partner involved in these scenarios is always very dominant, in complete control, and has all the power. However, they are usually not playing any character, other than being themselves in a very dominant role.

That is why I wanted to mention another fantasy I have that involves me being the submissive. It is different from my other fantasies, because it puts the dominant partner in a specific dominant character role. It is my super-villainess/bad-girl superhero fantasy. In this fantasy/scene/scenario, I can either be a super-hero whose strength and powers are inferior to the super-villainess (sometimes made more extreme by my super-hero weaknesses having already been exploited), or I am a villain who is also much weaker and less powerful than the bad-girl superhero. These fantasy scenarios are much more verbal. They are also some of the only times that my costume fetish for masks, gloves, boots, and other articles of clothing and fetish fashion comes into play. This is also a time when whips, paddles, and floggers are especially cool, and useful.

It is somewhat like an interrogation scene, and usually involves some light to medium torture play. If I am playing the part of the captured superhero who is suffering at the hands of a super-villainess, it would most likely always involve me being tormented simply for fun, her amusement, or occasionally revenge. This may occasionally mean being made to beg for my life, or beg for something else. If I am the captured villain suffering at the hands of the bad-girl superhero, it may also involve a more detailed line of questioning that might have something to do with the confession of crimes, revealing secret plans, or once again being made to beg for something. This is probably one of my more complicated play fantasy scenarios, and also the one I indulge in the least. I am hoping to do this a little more often, as it becomes more comfortable.

I think some of these desires could easily be traced to my enthusiasm for comic books as a child. I admit that some of that enthusiasm has stayed with me. I have also had a crush on the comic book characters “The Huntress”, and "She-Hulk" for as long as I can remember.

My Mechanical Kiddie Ride Fantasy



When I am in my more submissive mode it usually ends with me on bottom, having a ride taken on me. The “rider” is most always straddling me and looking in the opposite direction so I am facing the back. I do my best to lie as still as I can and keep my hands behind my head like I am usually instructed or commanded to do. I then stay in position and try to stay composed while I get joyously and mercilessly grinded upon. Since a ride is being taken on me, I guess that is why I can’t help but feeling/imagining that I am a ride. A coin operated kiddie ride. Sometimes I am the little racecar, sometimes the little rocket ship. Other times I am a brightly colored little horse or jungle animal. In my fantasy I am a machine. I am always making the same slow, steady motion going back and forth, and never ever having any control or power whatsoever.

My mechanical object fantasy is very different from other non-human fantasies I sometimes have. On occasion I imagine myself to be a horse or some other mount or steed animal. The fundamental difference for me in these two fantasies is that a horse, or zebra, or unicorn (to name a few), is capable of bucking, grunting, grinding back, bouncing wildly, and squealing or moaning in great pleasure and satisfaction. My mechanized kiddie ride requires a much different form of rhythmic control, and making sure I provide a slow and steady motion.

The placement of power and control in living animal vs. mechanical ride fantasies are also very different. In my mount/steed animal fantasy I am still the property of the rider. The rider is in control, and is the one with the power. However, a unicorn or horse is capable of a great deal of motion. They also bite, lick, and might kick around wildly. Such an animal may or may not also have a very strong spirit or will. The animal I imagine myself to be is at sometimes domesticated and tame, and at other times is wild and untamed. A mechanical animal ride does none of these things. A kiddie ride is a simple machine. It takes a lot of concentration for me not to lick, or bite, or grunt, or moan. I tell myself that I am just a machine. I am only a ride. I belong to my rider. My rider owns me. I exist only for the amusement of my “rider”. When I tell myself these things, it is silently, and in my head. I should mention that I also hear these thoughts in the “voice” of my rider. It is with this same silent voice that I also hear things like, “Don’t cum”, “You better not cum”, or “Don’t you dare cum”.

The mechanical kiddie ride fantasy is also very different from my inanimate object fantasy. For that I must be totally still, completely quiet, and be nothing more than a “thing” to be used and manipulated for the pleasure and gratification of another. Of course, when I imagine myself to be these objects, I am having very hot, very fulfilling, and far beyond satisfactory orgasms of my own. These fantasies only make those orgasms that much better. True objects wouldn’t experience that, I suppose. Such is the beauty and appeal of fantasy.

Go Vegan and Stay Hard!

There are very many reasons for going vegan. Animal rights and saving the planet are two very popular ones (and 2 of my favorites). The health benefits are as well. A vegan diet is incredibly good for you. I'm not going to talk about all the numerous reasons I'm a vegan and why I recommend it. I will say a few things about one very cool benefit though. Having great big giant exrta-hard erections!

The penis, clitoris and nipples are comprised of erectile tissue. Blood enters through arteries and leaves through veins. When sexually excited, veins contract which restricts blood from leaving the erectile tissue. An erection is nothing more than engorged blood (how romantic!) However when the arteries are clogged (due to a diet high in saturated fats), or the heart is weak, blood can't flow to the genitals, causing the embarrassing problem of impotence.

Animal protein is hard on the kidneys because it must be broken down into nitrogen waste products (urea, uric acid, ammonia) which are excreted in the urine. This is why people with kidney disease are placed on low-protein diets. Since kidneys relate to sexual desire/ability and, as we have demonstrated, eating meat detrimentally affects kidneys, sexual function is weakened as a result of eating meat.

Heart disease and impotence are related because the heart's function is to circulate blood and as was explained earlier, an erection is nothing more than engorged blood. Medical studies clearly show that a diet high in saturated fats leads to clogged arteries and heart disease. In the same way that heart disease can be prevented through diet, impotence can be too. My sex life is totally awesome.
So go vegan and keep getting those big erections everyone loves so much!